despair>surrender>hope
journal 6/11 > I feel more and more that God is preparing me for the "cul-de-sac" a place between the sword and the sea might be the best place in God's sovereign will. To experience God's best demands me to die to self. No other way will do, except to trust Him. journal 8/11 surrender.. "For nothing is impossible with God," and Mary said,"Behold I am the servant of the Lord; let it be to me according to Your word."Luke 1:38 and hope.. "And suddenly there was a multitude of the heavenly host praising God and saying, "Glory to God in the highest and on whom he is pleased!" Luke 2:14