count it as rubbish
"But whatever things gain to me, those things I have counted as loss for the sake of Christ." Phil 3:7
Paul has certainly wrote something that is hard to do. I thought I made it..having joined staff and letting go of possible better 'prospects' out there. But wait, not really. Today, I was so frustrated when my aunty asked me to look for another job. Hehz this is the upteenth time I heard this. Oh God, when will this end? There's no mistake about her rationale along with many others'. I'm feel I'm really going against like 3/4 of the world. They don't understand, they misunderstand.
"Suffer hardship with me, as a good soldier of Jesus Christ." 2Tim 2:3-4
Indeed, the road of following His call is hard. Now I'm learning it why Paul used the analogy of a soldier. Sometimes I feel like a muddy, green and tired figure panting and running for life.
"For momentary, light affliction is producing for us an eternal weig